I can't speak for you or anyone else; but I can say confidently that whatever arena I'm in, whether a Christian/religious setting, a secular setting, a workplace or governmental arena... I was made to worship and to draw people to God himself.  I enjoy what I do, but it's not about me.  It's not about the accolades, it's not simply to make money, and it's certainly not about fame.  I wholeheartedly desire to bring glory to my savior, and to cause others to behold him.  I pray that my music does just that for you. I pray that you come into a greater reality of the one who is drawing you. I also hope you enjoy the artistry and musical experience!